What is this I am feeling right now? Is that a cold breeze blowing through my heart? Sigh. Why am I feeling this way? Why am I feeling this now? Sigh. You know I'll love you with all my heart. I want you, no, I NEED you. But, it's just so complicated. ):

What to do? What to do? Oh, I know. I'll just love you. (:

What's this feeling I'm feeling right now? My heart pounding against my chest upon seeing you, my breathing becomes shallow. I know this feeling, but I just can't bear to break your heart. Not again. ):

Owhhh crap. I love you. (:

Is this really happening? Or is this just a really bad nightmare? Am I suppose to wake up now? Or is this a reality I have to face? I've got only myself to blame. I've timed it totally wrong. It literally backfired and blew up into my face. It went from an all- time high to an all- time low. People say that it's not their looks that determines their personality, it's their decisions. I made all the wrong decisions, and ended up all alone. If this was a dream, I just want to wake up, with a glass of water next to my bed, a pillow under my head, a blanket covering half of my body, me waking up and giving a sigh of relief, and everything was normal again. If only that would happen.

I feel so stupid right now. I've made so many wrong moves. It's just getting worse. I am a failure.

I care, Cause I love you. (: